Day 147-May 27, 2014

Having to get up for work this morning was horrible. I was up until 5am this morning getting those teachers gifts done and then had to get up at 7am to go to work. I am on my second cup of coffee and still feel like crap. I want to be a sahm so bad and have my own business from home but seems like nothing is helping. I am so discouraged and feeling so horrible. I am so tired of trying and still getting nowhere. What is the point? I don't know enough people to really help me get started. I can't do home parties and feel like I am just lost.